Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in nicole's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
10:46 am	hey! well, sorry i havent written in forever. i have been soooo busy that i have had no time whatsoever. so neways, school is almost over. i cant believe it. this year has gone by sooooooo fast. but i am so incredibly glad that its over. isnt eighth grade supposed to be great?? isnt it supposed to be the years where you learn about yourself, mature, find true friends, and just enjoy your youth as you prepare for the big cheese. (high school) well, my year has been far from great or fun. i definately have matured but i think that i matured too much. i have been through a lotta shit that someone of my age should not have to experience. and i am not saying that i am not to blame but the fault is not all mine. one thing that i have learned and will always remember is that KIDS ARE CRUEL. everyone always says that, but i have experienced it first hand. at this age of adolescence kids like to cause pain and suffering to others just for fun. is that not the most fucked up and twisted thing you've ever heard. although it is natural for people to make fun of others who are different, kids today have taken it to a new level. but next year i am going to springs and i will never have rto see the horrible people that have made my life hell. i can start out new, and nobody will know about my past. but even though i completely despise this school, i do have a handful of true friends. one of which is glitter. i have known him since 6th grade and both of us have been through a lot of shit. he is most definately one of my best friends on this earth and i love him sooooooooooo much! w/out him by my side this year, i would not be alive right now. i dont know what i am going to do next year w/out him @ my school. actually there is a tiny chance that he might go to springs but i doubt it. but i know that we always be friends so i am not worried. another one of my friends who i will miss is, chocolateluvr. we werent that close last year, but this year we became really good friends. omg, i gotta go, sorry!! i will write back l8ter. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 24th, 2001
3:43 pm	hi! i'm here in techno class with Cat.....nehoo. Dopey is soo confusing. he is always sending mixed messages and its driving me crazy. one minute i hate him and the next he is just soo incredibly sweet that you cant help but smile. GRRRRRR!! oh well:::sigh::: neways, sorry that this entry is only like a few sentences, but my tech teacher is a stupidass and now we have to shut down. but i will talk to ya when i get home k?? peace. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:28 am	My first entry hi!! I just started this journal thing yesterday, so i'm kinda new at it. neways, i am in a really good mood right now for no apparent reason, which is odd because i am usualy ready to kill myself because of Horse and her stupid little friends. actually i do know a reason for my mood. i am happy for Glitter. i can tell that he really likes JaKaL, and vise-versa. and i cant think of neone who deserves someone who cares about him and understands him more than Glitter. I have much sympathy for ComplimentingGrl though. I dont know her that well but she seems really sweet...........neways, Bug-A-Boo is driving me NUTZ!!!!! he never stops calling me and paging me. we recently got into a fight at T.G.I.Fridays last early release day. we were sitting there in the restaurant and Bug-A-Boo is on oneside of me and Glitter is on the other. Bug-A-Boo is sitting there talking all this shit about Glitter and it really pissed me off b/c Glitter is one of my very close friends and he knew that. Yet, he still kept on making stupid remarks caling him a "fag"(totally embarassing me in front of everyone at the table). when i came back from sing the phone Glitter asked me what was wrong b/c i was obviously pissed and i told him everything Bug-A-Boo said. Of course Gliter stood up and told him basically to go fuck off...but neway(i'm rambling) needless to say, we left soon after and he followed me around like a pathetic little puppy dog arguing back in fourth. i talked to him yesterday but only so he would stop calling and paging me. but w/e................... I talked to Sweety on the phone yesterday.i thinki am in love with him. he's sooo adorable. he lives in Georgia but i am going up there to stay w/ him for two weeks during the summer.can't wait!! ~lol~ well, i better go, i'm on the library computer at school and i gotta go back to class soon. k? ttyl. (Comment on this)